19 December, 2006 Happy or Sad

Well, she said i change alot over the years that i don;t have any sense of urgency, well its true that i adopted some bad habit which is to be late, but that does not mean no snese of urgency. I think it don;t have to be shown or told.
** when making any decision, sometime i give alot of thought and thats why i am seen as indecisive to u guys, the reason is because my freedom is still being controlled by parents. Unlike u guys, can go anywhere at anytime without restriction. I wan to go, thats y i need to think of possible ways and percentage of success. When doing things, i will also consider alot of things and thats is my character, thats why i am slow and steady.
Anyway, kayaking was still fun, though its raining, but i enjoy being wet in the rain, it remind me of playing netball in the rain during my secondary sch time.. Hope to take up 4 star river and sea, but really i need to pick up swimming !!
Thanks xian for the gift from thailand, and also pointing my mistake out :) i try to change la huh.. things can;t change overnight de... so date my out more often so i got chance to change ma.. haha