19 May, 2007 Its back...

Once i decide to put everything to a stop, but somehow it seem so hard.
When walking behind him, looking at his back its weird tat i feel type of sad...
Although its quiet on journey home, but i enjoy it...
or maybe, really i'm thinking too much....
or shld i jus force myself to pull myself out of the trap?
i duno if its a crush or love, it jus feel so different...
Plus i feel so lost in life now, what do i really wan to archieve in life ??
-soul searching in process, writing it out here is to make myself feel better... i'm ok...