Venecia Wang
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Business Office Assistant

brokenheart. @ 11:47 AM My work as Technical Consultant officially start on coming monday(16/7). Now only left with signing the letter of offer from them. This time i'm really stepping out of my comfort zone, before the final decision, i was really very unsure about what job should i accept. Its just drag on till the point where i really need to make a decision btw 2jobs. I know that i have been trying to find execuse and not to think about this problem, but there must be a ending to it, so yea, my final decision is to work at AMK. Cuz i was thinking to study Management or Information System, now i got the chances to work as something which i wanted in the past, so i decided to try it. Which out trying it out, i will not know if the job suite me or not, therefore, my decision on which course to study will be depend on the work which i'll be working.

Actually i was worry that i can;t meet the standard of the company, i worry i can;t execel in it, i think about alot of things thats why i can;t decide if to accept the offer. Plus theres another reasons why i hesitate about the offer. Location, time planning is the main concern, as its at AMK, i still need to go for the math course which is at SIM, i worry that i can;t make it in time. When i start work, my whole weekdays will be burn, cuz i need to attend:
Math course on - Mon,Wed
Gym training - Tue, Thurs,Sun
Dear Joyce knows what the reason i'm worry about the location of the working place, but really after much consideration, i decide to choose AMK.

Yst (10/7) went ZX hse to revise my math. After that went to JN's hse play mahjong. Actually i got two motive going for the mahjong session as i'm waiting for some miracle to happen and really to learn mahjong. After the East round, i left for home. When the bus(190) came n stopped, i saw a familiar face, argh its him... Gosh, he alight n i board, well he did saw mi anyway. When i reach home, i was hoping to see Joyce online, theres sudden rush of feeling coming to mi. Only Joyce can emo with mi... lolz... anyway joyce heres a song for ya...

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动我
知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及