09 October, 2007 Need changes...
@ 9:50 AM
I'm thinking what and where is my strength at and focus on it. But someone told me that i'll feel better if i focus on my interest. But sad to say, my interest required skills which i don't have now. Hows gals, how are we going to work toward our plan, our dream, our goal !!
Someone told me that i could take up night class for cooking or baking. Meanwhile, i still cont my work and save up the money. Until when i'm fully prepared interm of skill, finance etc then i roll out and focus on it as my career. That sound logical and yes, its a long term commitment.
okay now is about my weakness, and yes, Jenny spot my greatest weakness. Or simply people who know me well knows my weakness. Confident ! Yes, I lack of that. I've been trying hard to overcome the fear. I think i have improve compared to the past, but still i don't have the confident to bring myself out. HAhah, i need time to get use to the new people and environment before i feel at ease. Yea, i know this is bad. Is there any other ways to help me overcome this problem?? Need some advice on this major issues. I really envy people like Jenny, lin, joyce, zx etc. They seem to have no problem with self confident. lolz, maybe i'm being too particular about myself and being too serious at times.
Soon, turning 22. That is really fast, its seem like we are 17 last year. Things change, people also change for good. Congrat Jenny, i can see that you are improving and growing.. lolz.. Dun envy my mature mindset okay *wink*... I don't have that sweet smiling face, so its norm for people to mistaken me as unfriendly, stuck up? HAha whatever, i'm FRIENDLY okay...
Time for self-reflection again~