08 November, 2007
@ 12:18 PM
Life is really full of changes and surprise.
Firstly, my colleague was being retrenched on the 2nov. He was being informed only on that day, and was asked to pack and go. Well he has been with the company for nearly 7 month, did bring in sales. Compare to me, i joined for 3months and have not manage to get any sales yet. But the final decision of the boss and manager was him to go, me to stay. Now the virus is gone, i felt very motivated and have the energy to work like a dog.
Manager have been protecting me, encouraging me, teach me, and alot more....
The book that he lend me "Rich Dad Poor Dad" really motivate me and i clearly see where i'm heading. I need to stay focus, upgrade and read alot of diff books and have the drive on going. Its all about number game, be it time or sales revenue.
I don't to live my life just like that without archiveing anything, i don't want work just for sake of a secured job. Yes, the word ambitious may cross your mind. I don't deny the fact that now i am very ambitious, i also don't mind if you think its unhealthy for me or people around me. But you cannot use the word selfish on me, although what i doing is for my own good. How you know i will not repay back to the society? Or should say that i truely believe in my own stand.
Relation! Last few months, again have been thinking about this topic. But now think back, seriously, i don't think i have the time and the commitment. I end work at around 7pm and am already tired and shack for the day. Where do i still have the time and energy to go maintain a relatonship. But i want to build up my public relation with people from different walks of life and etc.
I am slowly tuneing my mind frequency to fit age of around 26 and above. I'm not sure, just feel that now my mindset is so different with my peers(some clse ppl which i do not wan to name). When i feel theres no point for me to con't argue or debate with you, i'll just shut up.
Life is that practical, its not about being selfish to others or others being selfish. I view it as either we improve and keep up or we are just being drop off or forgotten.
Another thing that i believe is that never blame others when you have not evaluate ownself. Its not about how others people treat you or how unfair being to you. We should not just stay and complaint, instead we need to think how should we overcome the problems. That is what i practise now. I have high expectation for myself then for others. Lastly which is also very important. Always stay open, accept all ideas and feedback, think about things from many differnt point of view. You can get a better pictures of things or problems.
After reading this far, i guess some people may start to think i changed !! Lol, pls tag and let me know if that cross your mind.... As i said, i'm being very open now.
:)