27 March, 2008 I am BACK !!!
@ 4:14 PM
Okay enough of the crappy intro, down to serious business now.
My last post was on the 8th November 2007. It's been around 4 months and seriously, alot of things happen. People who are close to me know what have really happen and how it affect me.
CAREER:
First lets talk about my career. People think my current decision is stupid while others encourage me. After all the final decision is still have to make by myself and there i am. Surviving on 30% of the company GP. Sound alot?? The cruel truth is no !! This month I may get less then maybe 900 plus without CPF contribution. Think have to keep this from my parents. I deeply know that they want me to find a stable job with a reasonable income. In the end i choose a path which is so rocky and seem endless.
I did think about joining bigger company, climb the coporate ladder and get increment, bonus, benefits etc. To tell the truth, I like luxury! I want to enjoy life ! I want my own business ! Frankly speaking, I am a AMBITIOUS person. My decision now is really a risk. I gamble with my times and youth. So within the next few months, its either make it or break it.
STUDIES:
I have decide to study part time at SIM for Degree(Hons) in Management from UOM. It's a 2 years course and the course fee is about $26k. Don't know how am i going to pay for that. Sometimes i really envy people who's parents are able to folk out the huge amount of money for their school fee. For me, I have to take Loan. Why i decide to studies is due to my decision to continue working with 'him'. As i mentioned i gamble with my times and youth, studies part time is the only way i can cover back the time. Not sure if you guys understand what i am trying to express, but by hook or by crook, i'll need to get the Degree!!
Well the rest i don't wish to mention much. I've totally leave it to fate. I am not asking for anything nor make things difficult for anyone. Just letting things happen on it own course.