30 May, 2008 Long Way To Go
@ 2:20 PM
I'm not sure if any of my dars is still reading my blog. I doubt so. What ever it is, just got the sudden urge to voice myself here, at my blog. Really have been keeping alot of things to myself in the past few weeks. I don;t know who to talk to about it or simply saying it out don;t make any different to what i;m feeling. Guess i have to handle and face this problem by myself. Times heal the wound? Will that apply to me? I feel that i;m a great actor for the past month. Acting asif everything is okay and I don;t mind anything. Well, frankly speaking, it hurts. I know many people have warned me about it, so i guess i;m inviting troubles for myself. But really, all the memories is precious and unforgettable.
Career
Everyone have been telling me to move on, to find a better paying job which is more stable. But again and again, i decide to stay on. I clearly know what i want, for that;s the reason why i decide to take the risk and stay on. I believe in what i believe, so please understand me and do support me. It may sound crazy or stupid to some of you, but that;s something to me. I;m consistantly pushing myself and cracking my brain on how to survive for each month. If i fail, at most start all over again. At least i tried.
New plans on the way.... THINK BIG !!!
Studies
Enrolled into Uni-SIM, Bsc Business. School will be starting in July(hope so). Still waiting for letter from SIM for payment of school fee. Hope I can get the subsidsy for the fee so will have less worries. 3 years of part time, hope to gain wider knowledge and widen my network.
I just feel like hugging someone. Any kind soul out that allow me to have a hug?